sometimes i find that i am sitting in the same spot, doing nothing, looking at nothing, thinking nothing, and notice I have been there for countless minutes.
Currently situation leaves her feeling uneasy and unsure of himself. Seeking a new environment bringing a greater sense of security and affection and less straining.
“Unfulfilled hopes have left her feeling uncertain and even a little fearful about the future. Needs to feel secure and avoid further disappointment; fears she will be looked over, lose her position, or lose respect. Has little hope that things will get better in time and her negative attitude leads her to place impossible demands on others or to compromise or bargain.”
Is feeling emotionally drained from stressful and tense situations. she is in need of peace and quiet in order to overcome her lack of energy and may become irritable if she does not recover.
Current situation is leaving her doubtful and cautions about becoming intimately involved with others.
Current situation is leaving her doubtful and cautions about becoming intimately involved with others.
Searching for ways to relieve stress. Longs for a peace and happiness.
Disappointed because her hopes have not come to pass and she fears coming up with new goals will only lead to further disappointment. These conflicting emotions lead to a feeling of anxiety and depression. she tries to escape into a peaceful and calm relationship which offers encouragement and protection from further disappointment.
the butterflies. the secret smiles and glances across the room. the holding my hand because you don’t want me to be scared. the making jokes to make the other person smile. just seeing you smile.
i forgot it could be like this.
the only problem is, what am i gonna do when he comes back, and i don’t know what to do. maybe this time, i can be the one who says, I have someone else.
I just dont know if thats what he wants. those are the woes of new things. but im willing to be on a bumpy ride if i can keep seeing you smile.
This hasn’t happened in quite some time. Hm.